Current mood:	confused
Current music:	From Autumn to Ashes - Cherry Kiss

LIfe goes on...
Well me and Kim broke up the other day, I knew it was comming. I could tell that we were dying as the days slowly passed, but I didn't want to be the one to end it. She told me she wants to be friend, because she felt like I didn't have enough time for her when in actuality I had plenty of time, She never wanted to do anything with me. I don't mean it like it sounds, here is an example of what would happen.
Me:(calls Kim) Hey
Kim: Sup Nigger
Me: lol nothing you wanna do something
Kim: I don't know.
Me: ok... Uhh if you change your mind gimme a call.

Im not saying it was like that ALL time time but in general she didn't know what she wanted to do. Sometimes I'd call and she'd say she didn't feel like leaving the house, So I would go about plans with my friends and I guess I can see how she fells. I am sorry and if I could do it over I would, She is a cool person and im going to miss having her as my girlfriend, I left the choice up to her, if we were going to still be friends or not. I'd hate to lose her, but like I said it's her choice. Well today is my sisters B-day and I'm getting my shit ready cuz Im outa here tomorrow morning at like 6 my mom is gonna take care of Kass's yard Sat night cuz I wont be here obviously but I will be back I just need some time away from the ... daily routine of bullshit maybe I can get my sleeping back on track this going to bed at 8 and 9 in the morning and waking up at 4-6pm isnt working, I get in more trouble at night... but yea I have to pack and sell my self on the corner for gas money so I better get busy. Kim im sorry things didn't work out I wish they would have you are a cool person and yea bye see everyone when I get back .. whenever that may be