Current mood:

depressed

My best friend is gone .... there hasnt been a day thats gone by that we hadnt hung out and now im lost i dont know waht to do with my self i woke up today and i just sat here because i didnt know what to do me and shaun never had any money but we just hung out and that was good enough and now thats hes gone im lost. I mean i've lost friends before but not one like this, Shaun is like a brother to me and him leaving for the army had fucked my head up. I know a lot of people have been affected by this im not the only one and i should stop my complaining but its not fair. He asked me to go to the buddy system with him and i told him no because its not fair to my family friends and loved ones its just not i cant do that to them and thats why i didnt do it. Well shaun im sure you wont see this but i wish you the best man good luck with basic training and please stay in touch i made a promise to you and i intend on keeping it no matter what comes of it. Stay safe and remember everyone here waiting for you dont let them down
im done