Current mood:

disappointed

The Last Moon
Last night was truly what they call a "Near Death Experience" It was about 4am I was on my way home I was doing about 90mph and I decided hey fuck it im not going to stop for this light. So I kept going mid way through I saw a car crossing under the light thats right I had possibly just made the biggest mistake of my life, now sit and think of all the possible outcomes of this one decision I will give you a moment to ponder on the subject................. pretty fucked up huh? Well what happend you ask? nothing ..nothing happend I missed the car by inches mear inches. Those very few inches could have altered my life for ever fuck I could be dead now if i were traveling 91mph or 92mph who knows what could of happend who knows who I could of killed. After this I only have one thing to say - Tell those around you that you love them, let them know how much you apreshite them, you never know what could be your last day. This may sound a little fucked up but in those few seconds anything could of happend and you know what I wont change, I wont change the way I drive or the way I act or the stuff I do. It's just me it's the way I live and nobody can change me. It may sound foolish but its the truth. Anyway now that all that shit is outa the way, I got a call today it was my mom's friend he is going to drive to savannah tomorrow and he wanted to know if I wanted to ride along so I can hopefully get a car and start spending some more time with Kim. Well he called said he'd be leaveing tomorrow at 5am ... yea im thinkin your outa your fucking mind buddy i didnt even go to sleep till 6am anyway, my mom thinks I should go and look for a car, if I find one quick im comming back asap, but I will have to stay for as long as it takes. well... not really if I dont find one I plan on being back Sunday maybe Tuesday who knows. Anyway I knew I was leaving and I felt bad I really wanted to spend time with Kim so I went out and got her this one night when I was at work she told me she wanted one I went to like 4 different places to find this thing but it was worth it that mother fucker was expensive but it's not like I dont have money anyway I hope she likes it I will be back as soon as I can and then hopefully we can spend some time together. As for Shaun where do I start .... I havent know you very long but we have a brotherly like bond that cannot be broken fuck man it wont be broken and we have already made plans for when you get out of boot camp and I expect you to stick by them. Through the good and the bad man im always here for you I wish you the best of luck and hope for a safe return I know its only boot camp but you never know what the fuck could happen. Stay true dont forget the arrangements we made.